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Saturday, 05 May 2012

wow

Its been a while since ive blogged it feels wrong not being on xanga the website thats helped me out so much and updating for those who read my bloggs but ive been busy school and work. its not only that family isnt doing so well mom lost her job sis is moving out nd my sis esmi has gotten into drugs nd alcohol and i dont know what to do to stop her. SHould i tell someone or ignore it nd keep living my life? things havent been the best for me lately but it could be worstim okay cant lie im having lots of depression lately but im trying to do my best.

Well i have news i will be doing a blog tomorrow night called "forbidden love" so stop by to check it out.

Friday, 17 February 2012

Underage marriage

They love each other look at them.

Yes they argue, get into fights but its natural we all do it. We get mad at each other but the great thing is we make up.

Dont we have a choice? are we not allowed to decide for ourselves?

To young? Dont know what love is? when will we know when we truly love someone if not now?

Parents think were stupid for "loving" someone. they say we dont know what true love is but how could they tell us.

They dont think we can make decisions for ourselves because were to immature and still stupid. But if were able to make other decisions for ourselves then why cant we make this desicion.

Weve stuck by each other for so long and we think we could do it for so much longer.

So then why cant we make this big choice for us not for that they could be happy but so that we can try to be happy for ourselves.

We cant say yes cus im were not 18?

What if he asks the big question what do i say do i say no cus my parents dont like him and im underage or yes because i love him?

This is another topic that has been wondering around in my head for some while now. Its underage marriage. Theres so many people who get engaged when there under 18 years old but are un able to get married without parent consent. And parents consent is usually not given.

But i want to know what yuh guys think of this topic. Is it right for parents to stop us from getting married if were not 18? Why cant we chose for ourselves?

Sunday, 12 February 2012

Is abortion right?

Do you not feel it live in you since the moment you find out your pregnant?

It seems like its nothing right. Doesnt have a life yet right it barely has a shape. This is what a baby looks like the first couple weeks its in a womb.

But even in the womb they grow and grow. They breath inside you, they eat what you eat and feel what you feel.

You go to see a doctor and the give you a Ultrasound then....

The first view of whats inside of you, of your baby.

There's thousands and thousands of abortions made each day all around the world. Now there is a certain amount of time that you have to carry the baby for before you could abort it. Couple days but don't you feel the life of that child you carry from the moment you realize there's a life growing inside of you?

Weather a child has a life from the first day in the womb or not is a discussion brought up so many times but yet thats for you to decide. I myself believe that there is in deed a life in that child from the first day it forms in your stomach.

But dont these woman ever wonder what could be of that child you abort?

Or what could be of both of you?

Or even how it could change your life in a good way?

Do these ladies ever stop and think what could be of that simple unshaped "thing" when they grow up.

My question to all those who visit my blog is do you think abortion is right? And when do you think a child starts to have a life?

Friday, 10 February 2012

wear who you are ?

The topic that i wanted to bring up in this blog is "define who you are by what you wear"

Why? Well there are many people who are so quick to judge. They look at a person and completely make up their minds about them. Now im not saying i dont do this because to be honest i have a few times but ive learned that not everyone is who we think they are.

Now this is where clothes come in. Most of us look at someones outfit and thats the way we judge them. We are quick to define people by what they wear..

Do people not have the chance to define themselves by words or actions why do we have to judge by what one wears?

I think the style we have isnt what really defines us most of us go from style to style but that doesnt exactly mean that we change who we really are. Clothes is something that most of us worry about because of the way that people judge someone by what the have on. Im in high school and i see teenagers change styles all the time but their personality remains the same. We teenagers are trying to simple figure out who we are and what style suits us but even when we think we have found the right style clothes still doesnt say who we are.

Now I want to know what all of you guys think. Do we wear who we are? Should people judge someone from their clothes?

now im asking for yall to recommend this because i want to know what others think. This is a topic that has been on my mind lately and i just wanted to bring it up and hear what yall have to say. (: thank yuh

Thursday, 02 February 2012

Lust

Its different with you, some of my friends call it "lust"

You know loving someone who you dont know.

But their right thats exactly how i feel.

It seems stupid, almost impossible.

I mean if i hadnt met you i would have said thats not possible lust doesnt exists.

But it does and its what me and you have.

I loved you for who i wanted you to be, and for who i thought you were.

But even now that i figured the truth out.

That i dont know you, i still love you.

I love everything there is about you, how?

simple, i can feel it.

I no longer know you but i continue to love you.

We thought we knew each other but i have come to realize we really knew nothing about each other .

Yet we loved each other.

Its sad to admit that you dont love me like before but i love you more than ever.

Even though i know you less then i ever did.

We dont know each other but i know we still love one another.

What we have is nothing but lust.

Maybe one day though well work it out and meet each other again.

But for now its just lust; loving someone who you dont know.

Yeap thats me and you jay (: